This afternoon I worked on a figure I made a long time ago named Hurts-Inside. The poem is a deeply personal one for a long time ago. Suffice to say, every piece of equipment and ever scar on Hurtie represents something from 'that' day. Anyway, like all cast members, Hurtsie gets changed every so often...
Heres how she started:
Heres how she started:
Over the years, she's gained hair (after a fashion), and numerous paint tweaks. Recently came the biggest upgrade yet, with new equipment, customisation and an eye repaint. Here's the poem:
A coxcomb for my lovely
her happiest day alive
snuff the candle in the evening,
she would struggle to survive
her happiest day alive
snuff the candle in the evening,
she would struggle to survive
The whiteness of her heart,
A death's head turning black
The foxes hanging by the necks
along the sodden track
A death's head turning black
The foxes hanging by the necks
along the sodden track
O come ye demons sing
hide not the bitter heart
and wait until the sun is up
to tear my soul apart
hide not the bitter heart
and wait until the sun is up
to tear my soul apart
The wretched storms begin,
and into the abyss
the happy day is ruined
and I shall not feel his kiss
and into the abyss
the happy day is ruined
and I shall not feel his kiss
How fleeting is a moment
to turn life out and in
yet there is no plan, or scheme to see
or witness deadly sin
to turn life out and in
yet there is no plan, or scheme to see
or witness deadly sin
I sit, all blood and bone, diseased
Dying ever thus
I should just sit and wait my time
be quiet and without fuss
Dying ever thus
I should just sit and wait my time
be quiet and without fuss
So cherish ever moment
For life will surely turn
Without a second glance back
and in the fires burn
For life will surely turn
Without a second glance back
and in the fires burn
And this is how Hurts Inside looks today: